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Wednesday, February 16, 2005
1:23AM
ok
at gokays now, he's playing some effing soccer vid game. well, i was supposed to work tonite but they called me about 10 mins before i was gonna leave and said they were so slow they didnt need me. so i read more of my book and fell asleep and woke up andd went to angelos with gokay and shauna and alex and nate stopped by after work. then me and alex and gokay went to g's place and waited for shauna but i guess she had gas troubles( with her car, not farting). so we drank and stuff. and im tired i think im gonna go home soon.
v-day sucked cuz i had to work but afterwards went to nates and it was cute, we cuddled and shit. well we didnt shit but we cuddled, it was cute. but tomorrow we will really celebrate by going out to dinner, and im gonna make an apple pie for dessert cuz he loves apple pie a la mode. blah blah i know its a commercial holiday and shit, but its a nice excuse to spend some alone time with your other and get chocolate.
god i keep farting. this may sounfd weird, but i kind of like the smell of my own farts. gokay says most people do so i dont feel tooo weird for writing that. ahahahaha
ok im excitedf for: 1) dinner tomorrow! get to dress up and eat good food! told nate to surprise me as far as the dedstination is concerned. i just hope its not like wendys ahahaha i know it wont be
2) toasters show this saturday at the bottom lounge im gonna dance
3)oh yeah payday is coming up too ahahahaha
love you all
Friday, February 11, 2005
ok. i ate a biunch of mircrowave popcorn and otook some "Wal Profen" and hrer i am.
Im really kind of bored with my life right now. I mean, ive got nothing to complain about, ive ghot my youth, and a job (well 2 for now), and frineds anf family. but sometimes i want to pile a bunch of shit in my car and rdrive away, mofos.
i know vday is a load of bull, but it just so happens that its on a monaday, and nate doesnt work monsdays, and lately mondays ahve been my only days off, so itd be nice to not work this day. but the fuckers havenet posted the effing schedule yet. i mean, its a n excuse to spend some time, without all his buddies over and shit. alone time. lately the only alone time we get is right before he falls slaeep and begins snoring like a damn banshee. blah blah blah whatever it doesnt even matter for schrissakes,.
i need to et out of my house. i mean, my parents and i have been getiing along, but errg there is only so much one casn take. oh yeah shannon sorry to drop this on you but you prolly shoughld find someone elese to room with nextr semester, i dont even know if im going back to school anymore.... and if i do prolly not for a while.... THIS IS NIT ME FAILING. THIS IS NOT A FALL FROM GRACE> DONT LOOK DOWN ON ME BECAUSE I DO NOT ATTEND SOME UNIVERSITY OR COLLEGE OR WHATEVER. (tHIS IS NOT DIRECTED AT YOU SHANNON, THIS IS DIRECTED ANDT ANYONE WHO WOYULD THINK THAT ABOUT ME. MOST LIKELTY MY PARENTS). i mean, fuck, college aint for evryybody. im not completel;y retarded or anything, i just cant convinve myself of the importance of attending class regularly or completing homwework on time, if at all. Oh me. SO IF YOU LOOK DOWN ON ME FOR CONSIDERING DRIOPPINF OUT, FUCK YOU, FUCK OU FUCK YOU, I AM NOT YOU. YOU'RE NOT BETTER THAN ME, AND SDFUGHSIOFHUGI FUCK IT.
fuck this shit ive gone and got myself all defensie and mad. time for the shiraz. or sleep.
ok i dont even know the last time i effing updated on here was. but So. I am reading thisbook called sideways, which is about these 2 friends who take a tour of the Wine country in california. and all they do is talk about wine in this freaking book, which of course piqued my curiousity, and i took it upon myself to go in the fridge and pour myself a healthy glass of this shiraz stuff we had in there, inspirede by this book. hopefully my parential units will not notice such a syubstantial amount of the stuff missing.
so i am tipsy here sitting here on the computer a t three sominthng am. hahahaha. but yeah. how is all you peoplessssz out there in ljland? oh gd im being obnoxious again (wait a tick, when am i not?)
i am a horrible typer, i dont even look at the screen to see what i am typing but i only look at my fingers and i dont even use homerow. id last all of 5 seconds as an effing secretaru.
so, i got a job at applebees anf that's where i work now. i havent worked at the the theatre in what feels like 4,555,667,222 yeats. i miss it because there, i knew everything, asnd eberyone, and at my other job i am the newbie and i dont know anything. theyve all been nice and stuff. but i am so not myself there, a i am so quiet, one wouldnot even recognize me.
hmmm. ive just been thinking, and this situation looks pretty dismal- who gets tipsy on a cup of wine, alone, at home, reading a book at 2 in the morninf on a frieday???? i smell a loser ladies and gents.
byut anyways, ill tlak to you kids later.
Thursday, January 13, 2005
Monday, December 6, 2004
1:25PM
ok
good weekend.
great weekend, actually. lotsa fun. and new adventures, like trying a beer bong for the first time... what a magical moment. and i had some seriously h. s.! ahahahahahahah
but today...
in theatre, we did our playlets today in front of the class and people's fams and shit. i didnt tell mine to go cuz i was embarassed. its just as well that they didnt because i royally. fucked. it. up.
i started laughing during the second scene and couldnt stop. it was ridiculous. i completely forgot all my lines too. errrrh. summer was laughing too and i just was like "help!". i felt so frickin bad cuz the girl who wrote the play had her whole family there... and it was based on true events and i was supposed to be the girls mom.... and it wasnt a comedy.
needless to say, that was not a good way to start my day. oh well, i hope it improves.
WHY IS THE WEEKEND SO SHORT??? oh well the semester's almost done- so it will be weekend all the time, at least for a month... YESSSS.
Current mood:  guilty
Monday, November 29, 2004
I cant decide if im cooler than i sound or if i sound cooler than i am.... ahahahahahahaha
monkey monkey mommy diaper diahreea (sp??)
oh my god i am freaking bored
Current mood:  content
2:09PM
GOOD WEEKEND!! YEAH!!
Wed- snowed like a banshee. worked a couple hours. nate made me food then was like "we're gonna watch Michael" (ahahahah) then his friends came over & they jammed for a while but i was too cold so i went inside and watched 1 flew over the cukoos nest. then went and saw spongebob again (nate & Q liked it) then watched him jam with his real band.
thurs- ate food at aunts. went to work. then hung out with gokay.
fri: worked. bought clothes. hung out at gokays for a bit. met nate at jailhouse, but his show was cancelled. i got real tipsy had sloshy good time in bathroom.(? sloshy?)
sat: worked. went to gokays. got real smashed and had real good time. ahahaha.
sun: LARS FREDERIKSEN & THE BASTARDS SHOW WAS GREAT. this NYHC band opened and you could tell alot of the kids had never heard that stuff before- they were all right tho, good energy. then roger miret & the disasters played- awesome. highlights of that were "Gotta Go" and "Crucified" (songs Miret plays with Agnostic Front). Then lars came on. it was awesome showw. was with rudy & brandon? brennan? and nate. a one point they had a girls only circle pit- i totally dominated that shit. seriously. and now im sore today and my voice is a little weird. but definitely GOOD show. there were a lot of crusties, tho.
and yes. no work today, thank dog, i worked way too much this past week and it killed me eeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwww too busy.
over and out
Current mood:  good
Monday, November 22, 2004
1:36PM
Weekend was good.
Thursday: worked and then watched spongebob movie. i laughed outloud a lot. then went over to gokay's and hung out, had a good time. got into long discussion with toni and a drunken alex. good conversation, though.
Friday: worked. then went to steak &shake with coll, chris, gokay. hahahahah had fun. then went to gokay & a buttload of people came over. n-dawg had me follow him home just to be safe. had weird dream that i thwarted a serial killer.
saturday: went & saw Effigies at bottom lounge. good show- one of the opening bands kicked ass. it was an all chick band, the manhandlers, and at first i was like 'ok, chick band...' thinking it might be lame. but it was a high energy show- i totally dug it. i'd definitely see them again. then the effigies played... then ended their set... then came back... then ended their set again... and came back one more time. it was great, i liked it a lot. it was funny though cuz all the guys are old... but they were rockin'. then went to paris' and watched a bit of this funny/weird cartoon, fritz the cat. then went home to sleep.
Sun: worked. then was my sister's confirmation party- lots of food yay. nate came over (bravely) and faced the fam. i got caught up in an intense game of pictionary with some of jen's friends and totally won. then went and watched nate's band jam. god those guys are hilarious- the bassist fucking cracks me up. played halo 2 with one of their friends and totally sucked it up. had a lot of fun- those guys are so entertaining. then went back to nates and...lkjgeoighodfgkhg.
today: had theatre and speech- just rehearsed playlet. i like the people in my group, they're nice and laid back. blah.
now i have a woman doc appt to get NoBaby Pills. ahahah. maybe i can score some free rubbers? we'll see. oh well have a good holiday to all- i miss ye.
Current mood: good
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
1:04AM
FUCKING PARENTAL CONTROLS
CANT READ MY OWN FUCKING JOURNAL
AOL CAN SUCK MY BIG FAT UGLY DDDDIIIIIICCCCCCCKKKKKKK
GODDAMN GODDAMN
Current mood: fucking frustrated and ghhjgdk
12:57AM
bloody menstral cycle (i'm laughing through my tears)
Im feeling very ugly and unattractive
goddamn hormones
Monday, November 1, 2004
NO MORE STUPID BORING MONDAY NIGHT RITUALISTIC BRAIN CELL SLAUGHTERINGS!
I better wear a pad in case I get so scared I pee my neezhnies. Color me excited! I almost told him I thought he was pretty, but instead I inquired about his musical pickings
i think some kids in the back row were interested, or maybe they liked the part where i said Fecal Matter
hahah i'm such a fartass sometimes.
Lalala, gokay cracks me up- he kept doing the moonwalk and singing Mjackson and other songs on the L yesterday. And then Q was hitting on an old lady... yeah.
THE RANCID SHOW IS THIS SUNDAY! HOLYFUCKINGSHIT, I CANNOT WAIT! I'M GOING TO PISS MY PANTS! no wait, i really am... wish i had a catheter bag right now, i don't feel like getting up and walking to the bathroom... uhhh
So she wants me to see a gyno (oh how fun, metal instruments shoved inside me. But hey, these ones don't vibrate! ahahahah). silly mommie. i told her the only way i could be prego was if i was mary. is the messiah returning? hahaha, and the Russian Flu was only morning sickness... hahaha
Hello, my name is the Biggest Fucking Idiot in the Whole World.
did you know i once smoked a cigarette, masturbated and drove at the same time??? yeah, try it!
highlights: chris' impression of a queef, (chris is queen of queefs), nick lighting his fart on fire, which resulted in a huge fireball(nick is the titan of toots), baking cookies which had m&m "love buttons", having colleen laugh at me for falling asleep in court ("is it just me, or was it only 5 minutes long?" "you were asleep, idiot".
went to colleen's. pete was sitting there playing vid games and i said: "why is there so much meanness in your little pete head??".
I WIPE MY ASS WITH YOUR JESUS
fuckingshitchrist. pissholemotherfuckingassholepickingchristthefuckingbarber. fuckshitfuckshithole.
goddamn.
As soon as the clothes I have in the dryer are done, I'm packin' them in a garbage bag and driving over to colleen's.
oh my god
the smelliest lady in the world just sat down in front of me in this lab
i think im gonna puke
um, i have to poo and go to class
No seriously i do have to poo!!!!!!!!!!!
Then, as he was all soapy, I told him "You're the soap monster, and you're gonna attack HippieTown!".
fgjasil;jgs;oidfh
3:54PM
Happy birfday to my sis mich.
God it's fucking pouring out there. I dont much like rain in the colder months... but i love it in the summer.
Ahhh. summer. I miss you severely. The time of freedom, warm weather, and No. School.
I was thinking of making my own record label... obviously i don't mean now, or even in 2 months. (because sometimes 2 months seems so far away). but i know i want my life to be connected to music. so... ???
stop raining! and stop being cold!
hahahaha
Current mood: happy Current music: people
ok
weekend!
thurs: worked, saw grudge. oh my god i was scared... sam laughed at emily and i... scary movie, to me at least- i am a baby about these things
fri: worked. (dressed as 80's glam? rocker? sort of?) had coffee and conversation at colleens and cigs and rolling rock at nates. ok im not a big beer fan but rr is good.
sat: lady at bank one saved my life. worked. (dressed as vampire-ish? i dunno i just put on a cape, i was lazy) ben the great let me go early. went out to sarah's for halloween party. had a lot of fun, though there was drama. fretted about lack of ride home, but thankfully gokay came back to get us.
sun: got home, passed out. so tired. woke around 5, showered and dressed as a hot teacher? yeah i dunno. went to nates. tried mimicing clockwork orange eyemakeup in freezing cold, poorly lit jewel parking lot. so it wasn't exactly the best. then went to dustys, trick-or-treated at about 3 houses, and theatre. went o angelos, then back to nates and chilled. went home. fucked around on computer. my cat smells like shit.
so... election day looms over us like a giant turd in a toilet bowl. ("shitty" similie (sp?) i know but whatevah) Im not casting a vote FOR kerry, it's more along the lines of a vote against bush. so yeah. i mean, how the fuck am i supposed to relate to a couple of old rich dirty pampered assholes? this i dont know. i am frustrated. hahaha idea of old rich dirty pampered assholes is amusing, as i have a vivd imagination. sometimes i wish we lived in simpler times.... or something? kfjghel;kghdfkljh feeling disenchanted, and a bit grossed out by cat's stink.
Current mood:  blah Current music: purring of shit-stinking cat
Friday, October 29, 2004
ok initial shock of being poor for 2 weeks (well, almost 2) has worn off. Not too worried about it. The only really shitty part is not getting to do what i want, i.e. my twinny mctwintwin's halloweener party. oh well, a fool and their money is soon parted. so i must lie in this grave i dug. (nice way to bastardize parables, mixing them).
so yeah, no money, but whatever. just have to make sure i am not negative in bank (which would create more fucking fees) and get gas money. i will survive. stranger things have happened.
See? i AM disgustingly optimistic. 20 minutes ago i was freaking out, and now i'm just like "oh well". Huh. Oh well, it IS only money. maybe i'll go masurbate and make myself feel better. quite literally.
Current mood:  calm Current music: this house is silent
fuck fuck fuck fuckf cufkcufkc shit shit shit pisspiss piss
Have somehow managed to squander paycheck in matter of less than 24 hours. Fuck my financial negligence!!!!!!!!!! Shit shit shit I don't even know how negative I've gone! I have less than no money!!!!!!!!!!!
Which means:
1) must figure out way to scrounge up money for gas gas gas gas
2) cannot attend bad religion concert next saturday (unless some sort of miracle occurs. this is highly doubtful)
3) I HAVE NO MONEY.
4) will also be impossible to contact via cell phone, as have 40 cents left on it (so if i dont answer dont take it personally)
5) cannot get nice costume for halloween! must scrounge around house! perhaps put sewing skills to use?
6) I HAVE NO MONEY
7) cannot attend halloween party at Sarah's. Goddamnit. I wanted to go so freaking badly fuck fuck fuck Why???????????
8)must smoke stale ass rolled cigs when my pack runs out. so time consuming to make and inconvenient.
9)I HAVE NO MONEY
10) not as serious, but it bothers me: my roots are growing in and it looks like my hair is thinning! cannot touch up roots!!!
Plans for action:
1)research egg donations. I think you have to take hormone shit for a while, which really fucks with your system. Also do not think time frame immediate enough to help.
2)after done on computer, will launch house-wide Money Hunt- involving searching in nooks crannies and pockets for money.
3) ask to borrow from parents? oh wait ahahahahahah hell will freeze over before they lend me a dime (understandibly, do owe my father about $250 for broken window (long story) and already owe my mom $15 from 2 weeks ago.)
So, as you can see, I AM SCREWED. IF ANYONE HAS ANY IDEAS FOR QUICK FINANCIAL GAIN, PLEASE COMMENT AND LET ME KNOW. NOW. ASAP.
On a happier note, THE SLACKERS SHOW WAS AMAZING. I had an awesome time, and danced all night. I'm just a little sad that it's over. Will carry many good memories from that night. Hopefully these memories will make me feel better during these rough times
Ok, who's for the barter system??? mememememe
Current mood: gloomy Current music: damn dogs running around
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
9:39PM
SLACKERS SHOW TOMORROW
CANNOT FUCKING WAIT
Work sucked today. Eeeeeeeeeee. At nate's house, just bought tix for tomorrow. fuck what do i wear?
Yay, we're going to watch Nosferatu in Film class on Thursdasy dhgksldfh
ok bye
Current mood: excited Current music: nate stomping around house
Wednesday, October 6, 2004
Wednesday. I fucking hate Wednesdays.
But at least we had a test in theatre, so I got out early.
Now have speech, then shakespeare. then i have to go to ticketmaster and get my ticket for friday, and see if either a) they can refund nate's motorhead (dont know how to do umlauts) ticket or b) if the motorhead show is rescheduled. Then i have to drive back, find my fucking math book, do homework, go to math class. hdfshf. i don't want to do any of this. wish it was summer again, and i could go lounge on a fucking beach. FUCK SCHOOL I HATE IT> Yeah, school's really weird, like they actually want you to go to class? but i don't like to every day. uh oh? what happened to me- i was doing so good!!!!!!!! with attendance!!!!!!
so yeah.
yesterday me and gokay had car adventures. i was driving to get cigs after work and my other headlight went out (one has been out since sat.). so i go to kmart, and go to gokay's so he can help me put it in. well, i got wrong kind, so we raced back to kmart, and gokay put them in successfully! then we had to go find his car- his mom had popped the tire and left it at a gas staion in crystal lake. so we found it, and he borrowed my doughnut tire thingie. yay, car adventures.
then ran into nate to get his motorhead ticket (see above.) he did something even dumber than my "let's scrape the pine sap off my windshield with steel wool". he chipped frost off his windshield with a pop can, and left scratches all over. its fucking hilarious.
Current mood: blah
Monday, October 4, 2004
1:52PM
um
i miss everyone that left. i miss you. i miss everyone i don't see anymore, whether they've left or not. in fact, if you're reading this, there's a good chance i miss you.
WHERE THE FUCK DID THAT CHEESY-ASS SHIT COME FROM????
fgjasil;jgs;oidfh
Current mood: lonely
ok had good weekend.
Friday: worked, IT WAS REALLY BUSY!!! EEEWW dont remember what i did after work?
Sat: got chinese with gokay and colleen, went with gokay & people to farm and fleet (smells good there) so he could "get sweatshirt, man". then we went back to colleens for a bit. then me gokay josh & hannah went to a bonfire in wonder lake, and gokay was "buzzin', man". then i dropped him and some Wendy's off at colleens. gokay cracks me the fuck up. i love hanging out with him, he's hilarious. then i met up with Nate and paris at the spot, and watched them suck at pool. then we went back to nates & hung out for a while. and then the people left and jhgkdh. dhgelkjh@Q ghfg.
Sun: Worked. BUSY AS FUCK!!! went with coll to visit sis at red barn. then went and visited chris, went to ihop. the people he's staying with seem really cool, down-to-earth. i liked them a lot, they're good people.
then went back to colleen's and we watched buffy the movie- hahahahah cheesy mindless fun.
Today: dfhglkjhglkh. nate said something about going to deeter's tonight.... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
mununununununuh.
Current mood:  lazy
Monday, September 27, 2004
Alright- new icon courtesy of Lucas. [That kid cracks me up, I don't care what anyone else has to say]
So Friday-
Worked. Stopped at colleens. Went over to Dusty's with Nate. He was kind of an arseholioio, so I left him to simmer in his crankiness. (wha?)
Saturday: Was the LAZIEST PERSON EVER. Just pretty much sat around all day reading. Went to Nate's after he got off work. Watched the end of Apt Pupil- it looked intense, if I ever get around to it, I'll watch the whole thing. Then went out to garage for a while cuz tom came over- nate was in shower. And then i was stoned off my ass and told nate (he was still in shower) that he was my 'naked little angel'. "I bet you've never heard that before!" I laughed. Then, as he was all soapy, I told him "You're the soap monster, and you're gonna attack HippieTown!". I found it to be hilarious. And then ouohgkdhfgoeroijai. Igjdgj. f!
Sunday:
WOrked. Drank waaaay toooo muuuuch coooofffffeeeeee. Was all hyper and then felt sick towards end of shift.
Then, BETTY FORD DIED!!!!!!!! Well, she didn't die, but she got really sick. I guess the engine coolant was low and it was close to overheating??? Huh? So i borrowed me dad's car (after he made me dress like a mormon!) (but it was nice of him to let me use his car, i didn't really need to, just wanted to get out of the house) and went to colleen's and pooped out a stupid playlet for theatre class. then nate came over & i went to his house for like 10 minutes. [i was cinderella]
Monday:
Woke up ass early (6:30!) and hit the snooze button 5,000,000 times. ended up in computer lab about 815. (HAVE NOT HAD A CIGARETTE SINCE THEN!!!!!!!!! FUCK ME I NEED NICOTINE!!!!!) typed up stupid playlet. went to class. fell asleep. woke up. went home. fell asleep. went to borders. read cliff notes on shakespeare's as you like it. came to compooter lab.
so i feel kind of like a guilty arsehole cuz i skipped 2 classes today. i didn't miss anything, and i didn't fucking feel like it. "I'm Not a MACHINE", as henry rollins sings. SO it's okay, i forgive myself.
i guess chris' friend somehow came up with the money to bail him out. thank dawg- so i guess tuesday's the day?
so- after this go home pretend class was great. take nap, see "naked little angel". or "soapmonster". or "the professional eater".
shit shit shit need a cigarette- dont have lighter- cant smoke in the car i drove here- hgkdsj
oh well it's good for me (not to smoke much)
How is everyone? I know it's kind of weird to put such an open ended question (proper term for it??) in this thing, but whatevah, i'm feeling.... whatever.
Current mood: craving a cig Current music: Hellcat records comp
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